Coxxiee

2011-04-29T23:16:00.001+08:00

When those words flashed across the screen, the blood flowing in my veins just turned ice cold.

I'mma lock it in a box, bury it deep in mah heart and never open it again.

Hm, yep.

That sounds naise.

2010-12-11T00:46:00.001+08:00

Hi derr.
Moved here :D

2010-11-26T23:13:00.002+08:00

Dear Brain&Heart,

Yeah, hai. Please, just stop. Stop thinking. Stop reviewing. Stop over-analyzing things.
Stop, okay? I don't need to be kept awake. I can't continue waking up every 20 minutes.
Please, just let me sleep for awhile? Thanks.

Sincerely,
Tired girl

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I keep missing 11:11s but catch 11:12s instead.
Ah well, this means my wishes can be heard much more clearer.
So many wishes on 11:11.
The wishing fairy might not just catch mine.
Optimism at it's best.
Dumm dumm dumm..
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NINJA ICON : QK
(look sideways :D)

2010-11-18T20:07:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry.
I know I shouldn't do this but this is important.
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This girl made me cry. Someone sue her.
But she made me feel a teensy better about myself. Someone hug her
:)
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WATCH.

Thank you stranger :)
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And if you're really bored, gape at this guy.

I hope to achieve that level of obsession with super junior one day..
HAHAHAHAHHA, maybe maybe :D
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Mmmhm, k then.
Off to hit the books.
SIGH.
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2010-11-15T00:22:00.004+08:00

Late nights with dino jammies, pooh sweater, Disney songs and the faithful sejarah.
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I hate being alone at night.
Especially during important events.
Nerve wrecking ones, to be more specific.
Hm.
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You.
I guess there's nothing left to say.

Except that you broke me that night. -And I guess things won't be the same.

Let's just get this whole SPM shyke over with.

2010-11-06T16:06:00.003+08:00

It's been 5 years since you've debuted!
Happy anniversary baby! :D
Happy anniversary Super Junior.
:))
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Back to the books.
BAM BAM

2010-11-05T01:20:00.003+08:00

Be a light in someone's life :)
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So it's 1:45 am.
To start this off, Happy Birthday Veena, my seating partner :D
I know you read this and I'd like you to know that you are becoming more like me everyday. Be proudd. :D
HAHA.
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And a belated blog wish to Hofahl tan and Nigida Nair.
Love y'alls.
:)
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Okay.
I've posted this before on my other site but I guess it's worth posting again on blogspot.
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In some ways, I love and hate the night.

I love how when the sun goes out, other beautiful things come out to play.

I love how it marks the end of a bad day.

I love how ideas just flow in my head when half of the world is silent.

But I hate how vulnerable it makes me.

I hate how it cuts me open and let’s fear eat me up from inside.

I hate how it lets my secrets prance about in the open.

I hate how my minds speaks so damn loud when half the world falls silent.

I’m scared.

So here I am.

Now hungry.

RAWR

2010-11-01T20:35:00.007+08:00

They say a picture is worth a thousand words.
So here are the words that I was (and still am) unable to express properly.

I am confused, I am puzzled.
I am.. confuzzled.

Mreow.
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SO. I had an awesome Halloween night.
Couldn't sleep because of the haunting tink tink tink.

HAHAH, all's good tho.
I think
._.
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I have 15 more mins.
Not gonna spend it here.
Chiouz!

trick or treat,
gimme something good to eat,
cause if you don't,
i don't care,
at least i'm wearin UNDERWEAR
:)

2010-10-30T13:13:00.002+08:00

hashitamencoxx :)
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So yeah, I've recently graduated.
No hoo-haa there.
Was okay, I suppose.
No emotional shit.
Mmhm.
I'm afraid to report the loss of 5 years of my life.
I was pretty much torn up and devastated but hey, I'm still alive.
More pictures shall be taken, more moments shall be stolen. :)
After all, un clou chasse l'autre.
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Oh, and a very happy birthday to good friend Derekkie. :D
He even teman-ed me to OBS. HEE.
Thanks rek. :))
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Okay, I'mma continue to hide under the radar.
Twenty -fuhh reaaaking - four more days.
Oh where has the time flown off to?
beep beep

2010-10-07T23:46:00.003+08:00

Outtake frm 3 years ago :)
Got bored of the usual Physics so.. HEHE.
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So here's what's new with me, just in case your stalking skills are limited;

OUT
- computer stubbornly refuses to detect my external hard drive WHICH btw has my F.R.I.E.N.D.S and Pretty Little Liars. =.=
- major major eye bags. totally lacking of sleep.
- 45 more days! :o
- accounts on monday. talk about monday bluess.
- no time for nuts.
- i've become boring.

IN
- anisa's open house tmr! YEAH BABY!
- trials is ALMOST over. thank the godss.
- successfully downloaded season 1 of Charms - my childhood cosplay drama
- One Piece updated! :)
- hugs are naise.
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Update maybe later?
Okay.

2010-08-31T21:36:00.000+08:00

One word : Ugh.
Uhm, no.

2010-08-07T02:02:00.002+08:00

I need to be normal again.
Then again, when have I ever been normal?
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I pray my grandmama will be better tmr.
P.S// Pajamas FTW.

2010-08-01T20:54:00.003+08:00

So, I've finally stepped down.
Dumm dee dumm~
I think I'mma save that sappy post for another day :')
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BUT TODAYY
oh ho, today is FRIENDSHIP DAY. :D
So I'mma dedicate this post to my friendss.
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Though I don't really think it's appropriate to have just ONE day of friendship since everyday is one, I'mma just humour the dude who founded this day, kay?
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So, to all my friends; the retards I hang out with, the ones that have in some way made me who I am today, thank you for always sticking by my side. :)
Thank you for bearing with my sometimes PMS moods, my WTF face and my annoyingness.
Thank you for being there for me when I needed it.
Thank you for stopping me when I'm about to publicly humiliate myself, like i always do. HEH.
Thank you for giving me hugs! :D
Thank you for letting ME publicly humiliate you when we go outt.
Thank you for well, being my friend.
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Lots of lovee! <3
I would dedicate individual posts, but I might forget some important people as the bimbo ditz that i am.
So i thought I'd do this as a whole to express my appreciation :D
Hope our friendship will last until I age and am finally unable to annoy you with my rants and stupid questions. HAHAH.
xoxo
a bajillion katrillion bear hugs. :)
I squish youu.

2010-07-31T00:12:00.002+08:00

It's 12:12 am noww.
Just got back from watching INCEPTION.
One word : MIND-FREAKING-BLOWING.
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OMGOMGOMG.
Joseph Gordon Lewitt is a sex God. Like srsly.
Damn, how could I put off 500 Days of Summer for so longg?
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BLAH.
SEX GODS FTW.
Will compile a list of them soon ;)
Anywhoo, gotta catch some zzz.
Finally stepping down tmr.
Meh.

2010-07-28T16:47:00.001+08:00

Ditto that.

2010-07-23T22:46:00.003+08:00

In conjunction of Harry Potter Day with Grandma Hongling and the rest of the last table in Chemistry lab, I shall spam what little pictures I have sinfully swiped off of tumblr. :D
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P.S// Happy 21st Daniel Radcliffe! :D
P.P.S// Shaun and Jean are MUGGLES. :D

Ruper grint :D:D

Damn sweet :')
Sweet sweet lovee. HAHA

This one is epicly sadd. :/
I cant wait to crash Shaun's place and have a Harry Potter movie marathon!
Hee hee. :D

2010-07-22T02:10:00.003+08:00

I like like hugs :)
I hug a lot when something's ticking me.
That's why it's the best kind of magic.
It makes me feel warm and oozy inside.
Heh heh.
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Anyone up for a hug?
*glomp*
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2010-07-19T22:30:00.003+08:00

Okay, hai.
I don't know about you - as in, i really don't know about you - but I think it takes two to make a relationship work.
Any kind of relationship ; friends, lovers, sisters, enemies. You know, the works.
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So please start doing your part.
Because I'm kinda sick of being the only to come up to you and say hi.
I need to know that you enjoy my company as much as I do yours.
It seems like my words somehow can't convey across to you.
So maybe I'll see you in your dreams tonight?
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Or even better, I'll see you tomorrow and punch you in the gut.
Hahah, just kidding ;)

Or am I?

2010-07-17T01:20:00.007+08:00

Life lesson number #1
Don't expect anything ever.
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Don't expect the day will be nice and sunny even though the sun's shining so blindingly.
Don't expect you'll ace the exams even though you study your ass off for it.
Don't expect the promises they made you even if they sounded like they meant it.
Don't expect the call you were waiting for the whole week.
Don't expect wishes on 11:11 will come true.
Because guess what? They don't.
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Harsh reality? Well, yeah.
I kinda realized it this week.
That I should never expect and pin my hopes on someone else.
Because when they let you down, it'll hurt. Bad.
I suppose that's another reason why I don't exactly give my trust so easily, hm?
It'll definitely take some time before I can rely on you again.
Thanks.
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Meh, tomorrow's the big day. Like finally, can't wait to get it over with.
Wish me luck?
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P.S// 26th of March 2011. Now that's something that will keep me alive for the rest of the year.

2010-07-14T20:03:00.002+08:00

Kyuhyun on 강심장 (Strong Heart) ㅡ the title of Kyuhyun's story is "Living a second life".

Hyukjae is Eunhyuk's real name , btw, fyi.

He says it's the first time he talks about this on a program. He starts off by saying it happened three years ago, when he was going back to the dorm after having guested on Leeteuk's and Eunhyuk's KTR with Shindong. They were on the road, he had his eyes closed and had his earphones on because he was listening to music; then, he suddenly heard loud noises, the screeching of the tires on the road and finally the van started overturning.

He was disorientated and opened his eyes; he found himself collapsing onto the road, wondering what had happened, then he saw the van overthrown on the road and realized they had been in a car accident. I think he says that he tried to get up, but his body wouldn't budge; then, suddenly.. his eyes glazed over, and he saw bits and pieces of his life, flashing before his eyes one after the other like a movie.. images from his elementary school, his parents and family, and from when he was on stage the first time.

That's when he thought "So this is how you die."

Then Hyukjae ran to him, grabbed his hand and I believe Kyuhyun says that he (Kyuhyun himself) was praying, hoping to survive, and Hyukjae started praying too.

Kyuhyun was in a comatose state for four days and when he regained consciousness, he realized he was at the hospital.

Jungsoo talks about his injuries, the hundreds stitches he had to get; he says that he couldn't see from one eye because there was too much blood flowing out from the wound below his forehead, and he also couldn't see anything because it was too dark. The ambulance went to him first because of the blood loss, but I guess that they went to Kyuhyun then, since he was in a corner in the dark with six broken ribs. They cut Jungsoo's sentence off.

Kyuhyun says that his ribs were piercing his lungs because they were broken, and the doctors told his parents "We think this kid is going to die soon now."

The doctors said that if they could not perform tracheotomy on him right away, then there was only a 20% chance of survival during the next major surgery he would have to undergo. But even knowing this.. his dad told the doctors "this kid sings, he's a singer, his dream is to be able to sing; if you operate on his throat, then how could this kid live even if he survives?" Nevertheless, I think the doctors were firm on this and said they had to operate and perform tracheotomy to try to save him.

Then, a certain Wang Youngpil, a doctor who came from China and to whom Kyuhyun says he owes his life, took matters into his own hands and told Kyuhyun's family that for the sake of Kyuhyun's dream to sing, they would find another method to operate without harming his throat.

When Kyuhyun was told all this.. about his dad's resolve and how he fought for his son's dream, he cried a lot. His dad protected his dream and did anything in his power to be sure the doctors wouldn't make that dream dissolve while Kyuhyun couldn't fight for it because he was still in a state of unconsciousness. But Kyuhyun especially cried because his father did all this despite the fact that he had always been against Kyuhyun's dream of becoming a singer and had strongly opposed to it.

When Kang Hodong asks him how much time passed before he could go on stage again, Kyuhyun says he came back on stage after five months. He says that he will always be thankful to all fans, whether they are Super Junior fans or not. He could feel the warm encouragement coming from all of them when he went on stage, so he felt really touched, and felt as if he was living a new life.. he was able to sing the songs he likes again, he could be with the members and do activities with Super Junior, he could meet the fans, and he was able to walk and eat again.. so he was thankful for all that, for surviving and living again.

At the end of the story, Kyuhyun thanked his dad for protecting his dreams, and Hyukjae, because he was the first to find Kyuhyun's body on the road, grabbed his hand and stayed with him.

:/
Cho Kyuhyun nearly died in April 3 years ago.
Glad that he's up and about now. Or I wouldn't have known him.

Watch that or I'll kill you. GRR.

P.S// My eunhyuk is the blonde one that leads the dance and suddenly strips out of nowhere. :P

2010-07-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

Happy happy birthday momma
<3
*hearts hearts* I love youu~!
Please don't call me fat hao anymore and please approve of eunhyuk x)
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HI THERE. Hee hee.
This is a quickie.
Just wanted to let y'all know that Super Junior came to visit me. :) No joke.
I am in total awe right now. :]
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Went to dinner with my family @ Mum's place (oh haha) and went to randomly pick out a magazine.
Lo and behold! It's a magazine that has super junior in itt! :D
Was so excited I started ranting to my sisters on how SJ was fated for me. HAHA.
Ate like a WHOLE deal and went back home.
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Went back home, cut the jelly cake while turning on the telly.
OH AIKAJSNPOIAIAGSIBAUS HLKSJPAIUS )A
Becaaausee Super Junior starting playing on the teeveee. :D
HEE HEE.
So my sisters kinda jumped around like hyper bunnies and sang and danced miserably to Bonamana and Sorry Sorry.
My mum and dad were calmly sitting down watching us make a fool out of ourselves x)
My mum kept complimenting all the members EXCEPT , well you know it , my eunhyuk =.=
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HAHAH, but she IS slowly converting. :)
Whyy, she's even told my dad she admires how hard they work ;)
And she actually watched the "No Other MV".
I ish proud.
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So yeaph. That was how Eunhyuk and the gang came to pay a visit x)
P.S // There are no such things as coincidences in this world. And I think I'll leave it at that ;)

Don't start on how I look. Cause imagine setting off the self-timer, running across the fan that messes up your hair and fit in snugly into the sisters. HAHAH.

I ish happy today :)
It's been awhile since I felt this warm fuzzy feeling.
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OHOHOH!
AND congrats to best friend Aaron Lim for being a P driver now.
Time to ferry me across the world, ey? ;)
And SPAIN wonn.
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(Y)(Y)
{psst,, the (Y) sign is for thumbs up BTW. Not sexy cleavages. Jsyk :)}

2010-07-11T16:45:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wish that my friends were better fans of Super Junior x)
So I could have such fangirl moments like these.
My days would consist of exchanging videos and pictures and details of the whole clan AND some random fan girl screams :D
It's a good thing I've got people like Hsu Zen, YuanZhen, Megan, YeeLing and Angelene.
I get to relieve the SJ tension in me :D
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But I suppose having only a handful of friends like that is good.
The retards I hang out with that constantly call SJ gay are the ones that keep me sane and grounded.
Otherwise I'd be flying off to god knows where. HAHHA.
(Y)
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P.S// I think the PINK bag is seriously getting to me -_- Oh noes..
P.P.S// SPAIN'S GONNA WHOOP HOLLAND'S ASS TONIGHT BABEHH

2010-07-11T00:21:00.002+08:00

Every morning I wake up with a question playing in my head,
"What am I doing with my life?"
And every night I fall asleep not knowing the answer.
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Oh poo.
When he's sad, I get sad.
On a more positive side, Despicable Me was good :)

2010-07-09T21:57:00.004+08:00

I think I'm falling in love with my camera all over again. :)
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Dearest Leica,

It's been almost 3 years since you've been in my care. You've been through everything with me. Festivals, parties, events and other random crap. I'm sorry i've dropped you countless of times. I'm sorry I didn't check your screws after you came back from the service. I'm sorry you're almost falling apart. :/
I'm truly sorry and I wish I didn't take you for granted.
Please stick with me for a few more years. I want you to record my life.

I heart you :)

Love,
your very very very irresponsible owner

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On another note, I really want an underwater camera. :/
Not the pouch though - I'm too paranoid for that shizz. I fear that the pouch will obtain a hole and my camera will thus be drowned. Knowing me, putting a hole in that thing would be like *snap*. =.=
Underwater camera is my main priority now.
Screw the DSLR first.
I've already got a land camera, so now I want a water one. :D
Then only I'll upgrade my camera to a DSLR.
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So.. does anybody want to chip into my camera funds?
O:D

2010-07-09T12:30:00.002+08:00

Oh hai.
Today I found 2 amazingly inspiring people on flickr that made my jaw drop and made me go oh asdadasytfasjhlk.
They make me feel like punching myself for being so boring.
Imma intro them to y'all some other time.
Morning well spent? I think so too :)
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2010-06-28T00:15:00.002+08:00

First off, a happy birthday to gossip prince, Lai Koon Leon! :D
I know he sometimes reads this because he sometimes stalks me. HAHAH. (Y)
Hey koon! Who's gonna take over your spot once you leave school, huh?
No more news from you. :(
Neways, happy birthday buddy :D
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Soo, today today today. Was unproductive.
Technically all i did was sleep, eat, bathe, movie, tv, walk and sleep. HEH.
Oh! And I wrote a letter to myself. :D
It's pretty easy.
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Just visit futureme.org and write a letter to your future self. You can set what date you want. I've set mine to a year from now. A lot can happen in a year :')
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It's by email so you'd better not change your mail address. HEH.
It was fun. And scary. I didnt like talking to future me.
I didn't like not knowing what would happen in a year.
This uncertainty kills. :/
Well, if it's one thing I've learnt at this point it's that life goes on.

I just want to dive into bed right now. Literally :)
Nights people.

2010-06-19T17:22:00.002+08:00

The reason for my pain.
Yesterday (18th June 2010), we had our first futsal match between

DU sjam and the 73rd seniors.

Hee. You'll never guess who wonn! :DD
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Nyaha!
We did, of course!
Still not sure how though, hmm.
It's a pretty big celebration for Jean and I - the non-sportsy kinda girls. A great acomplishment (Y)
But we're all feeling the aftereffects of the match now.
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My legs are like jelly. Wait, jelly isn't the right description since jelly is soft and painless.
My legs are aching madd. I overdid myself :x
It wasn't as though I was a pro player, either. I was the noob lamp post standing in the middle of the field. Teehee :D
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Owh, but, seriously. Daymm, I cant move at all :/
Had to skip yoga because of that. Nuuu~
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Oh noes, school reopens in a day. :(
No more late football matches for me. SIGH.
SPM, here I come.

2010-05-10T23:34:00.003+08:00

Today was awesomee.
I spazzed in the girl's toilet today with Megan, Hsu Zen, Yee Ling and Yuan Zhen. HAHAHHA.
And BONAMANA has been trending for hourss. DAYYMMM.

We definately broke the bloody "Sorry Sorry" record. I'm so bloody happy I can just die right now.

I love SUPER JUNIOR.

2010-04-24T00:55:00.002+08:00

I don't particularly like hospitals.
I mean, I used to. I used to love running around in the white empty halls, breaking in the sterile air. I suppose it gave me a sense of adventure.
But growing up, I found discomfort in visiting hospitals. I walk by rooms and see patients looking out the doors with hopeful looks that someone would visit them then disappointment flash on their faces as they see me walking by.

I see some of them staring out at you, wishing as though they'd be in your shoes.
It gets kinda .. uncomfortable sometimes.
When I walk by, guilt somehow manages to seep into my heart. Guilty for living, guilty for being healthy and most of all guilty for taking life for granted.

Now when I walk through the hospital's automatic glass doors, I'd get a whiff of that sterile air I used to love so much. Instead of the usual, there'd be a tinge of something that wasnt there before. Something I didnt really notice growing up. Hm.

Like I said, I dont particularly like hospitals.
Especially when it's for someone I know.

2010-04-18T19:16:00.002+08:00

A little fact you should know about me :

When I'm not in the best of moods, I'd appreciate if you dont say, "Why so emo?" or "You're always so PMS." Because frankly, saying that just adds to my not-so-good mood and I'd feel like taking something sharp to stab you with :)
So give me a good few minutes to talk some sense to myself and I should be okay.

Oh, and I like letters. The mail-kind :)

Please and thank you.

2010-04-12T17:47:00.003+08:00

"A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say.

I don’t know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I’d have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you’re wrong? What if you’re making a mistake you can’t undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can’t pretend we hadn’t been told. We’ve all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day.

Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today’s possibility under tomorrow’s rug until we can’t anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.”

Because my friend says this place is dying. HAR HAR.

2010-04-01T23:14:00.003+08:00

I'm missing them so much.
Esp my eunhyukk.
Nuuu~
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I probably shouldnt be here.
Hm.

2010-03-20T11:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night was a barrel full of laughter with great company.
Thanks guyss. HEE.
I really needed to get outt. And I guess that's what did the trick :)
Watched a late movie with Ron and Chengwenn.
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What's "Up in the Air"?
HAHAHHA. Geddit?
What's up in the air? What's the movie up in the air aboutt?
No?
Hm.
It cracked me up every single timee.
HAHAH.
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Okay babehh.
Let's go rape em boyss. HUHUHU.

2010-03-19T02:17:00.001+08:00

I shouldn't give a damn right?
RIGHT.
Screw this shit.

2010-03-14T20:25:00.002+08:00

SIX days and counting. :DDD
Gotta pump out the spirit and practise belting out the fanchants. HAHA.
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On another note, tomorrow's gonna be a rather scary day. Hm.
Pray with me?
:)

2010-03-13T20:56:00.002+08:00

I'm so hungry for Super Juniorr~
HAHAHA, no.
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So i had a few attempt of that picturee.
Different shots though.
Hahah. Wanted to use this at my main shott. But I thought the first one was more emoo. :P
And this was the phailed attempt :
Pfft.
I look so intense. As though I could really reach into the poster and kiss eunhyuk.
SIGH
I guess not.
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Anywayss, today I went to the edufair in Mid Valley. :)
I had beloved Nikita and Kmen as wonderful company.
We strolled about the many many booths and asked loadsa questions.
Our hands got full after the first few minutes because all the colleges and universities kept shoving flyers and brochures into our hands.
By the end of it, we had like 2 bags at the very least.
HAHA
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I had fun. :)
Learnt alot of things.
It was nice getting out of my shell.
Had a lot of LOL moments with the company that ignores me.
Pfft, haha.

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Pictures are with Nikita.
Once she uploads them or send them to me, I'll post my favourite one. :)

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UPDATE : I bought 3 new books which add up to RM90. :o
But should be worth it?
SIGH. The price of books this days.
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On another notee, this is how my lips kinda stick out.
HAHAHA.
And this is what I'm trying to do to cure my facee.
You guys didnt need to see that. HAHA.

Okay, I'll crawl into a hole now.
Or into my bed to indulge myself in the wonderful of literature. :D

2010-03-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

teehee. :)
Xams are over, babeh. For now, at least.
My last first term in high school. Sniffs :'|
AHAHAH.
Imma sucka for these kinda things.
Uhm, I shall sort out some things and be right back soon?

2010-02-16T14:31:00.001+08:00

Because this often happens to me.
HAHA.
A more interesting update soon?
Hm, maybe. As usual.

2010-02-05T20:39:00.002+08:00

I love this song.
In case you don't know, Uncle Kracker - Smile. :)
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So yeah. Lately the weather's been killing me.
You can almost hear me moan every day about the heat.
I suck with heat. It drives me up the wall and makes me feel like ripping my clothes off.
Which would be inappropriate, i might say.
AHAHA.
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My BM teacher is a monsterr.
Hashveena and I are at each other throats almost all the time.
Kept in touch with some people.
Hm, yeah.
Nothing out of the ordinary here. :)
Dumm dee dumm~
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Koon!
Hello.

2010-01-31T22:10:00.001+08:00

Thanks hongling tan! :))

2010-01-20T21:01:00.002+08:00

What happened today?
Well, I got stabbed by Hong Ling, Niki laughs when her friends die, Hashveena is not very good with a gun, Kmen has an awesome bandana, Koon came out of the closet, Yuan Zhen got raped and Sunshine and I rocked the st john meetingg. HAHAHA, sorta.

Highlight of MY day. :)

2010-01-17T18:47:00.002+08:00

Since someone isn't ever gonna ask me how my week went, I thought I'd like to share it with my nonexistent readers.
2nd week of form 5, and I can honestly say I'm tired.
Feels like half a year.
Homework just keep piling up and everything.
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But halfway through this stupendous week (which is exactly on a wednesday),
I received amazingg good news. :)))
SUPER JUNIOR IS COMING DOWN IN MARCH!
WOOAAAHHH!!
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Homg. Like seriously.
I found out dead in the night on Wednesday and felt like screaming it to someone.
Wanted to call HongLing on the first impulse but she'd definately be sleeping.
The fat pigg. Zzz.
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Then I thought I'd call Hsu Zen. But she'd be sleeping too. Pfft.
So i saw Yuan zhen online and i spammed herr. AHAHA.
Then she had to go off. :(.
So i spammed EeChoong and Shaun who rained on my parade.
PFFT.
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Kinda hyper-ed it out the next day with Hsu Zen. :D
People were staring but i was just soo excitedd.
TEEHEE.
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Uhm, yeah.
That was probably the highlight of my week. :)
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P.S : Happy birthday my one and only racoon! Hope to see you soon. :). Biigg hugss.

2010-01-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

I promise an update tomorrow. If anyone still reads this hunk of junk.

2010-01-10T18:59:00.001+08:00

I just wish I'd stop being second choice.
And no, it is not my imagination.
It's the real deal, hun.

2009-12-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

I love my friends. :D
I really do. AHAHA.
I feel somewhat blessed today.
But somewhat hurt as well.
Cause some of my close friends forgot to wish me. :(
But like KMEN said, focus on the ones that did wish me. :))
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I'm really really glad I went to OBS.
Cause I made some really really good friends there.
&&i love them to bits. :D
HUGS HUGS.
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And guess who made my day?
Isaac did. LOL.
Without realising it, he made me laugh so much.
AHAHA.
Awesome kid, that one. :)
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Okay.
I need to go and appreciate life for abit.
:) TAA

2009-12-06T15:42:00.002+08:00

The awesome girls I hung out with at OBS minus Junnie, Sophie, YongQi and Mae jie jie. :)
If you look hard enough, you'll notice their black nails. Courtesy of who?
Mwah~ :DD
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Heck, I even managed to influence the guys to paint their nails black.
Wait, I actually managed to influence Alex who somehow managed to influence the other guys in the dorms to paint their nails.
Wish I'd gotten a picture.
It would've been epic.
The black nail revolution is coming nearer and nearer.
Tee hee. :D
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Someone inject a lil blogging mojo into me please? :(

2009-12-02T13:15:00.003+08:00

that's me, dying halfway through jungle-trekking.
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Heyo peeps. :)

As you all know, or don't, me ish back from OBS.

It was awesomely fun.

Could've been more fun without the who-ha drama going on. #$%*

Will talk to you guys soon? IDK.
I'm feeling numb.

Not used to the free-ness I'm feeling now.

Feel like going for a little jog around the house or smtg. Hmm.

But I accomplished quite a bit by going there. :)

Feeling pretty darn proud of myself.

Wanna go again soonn~

Kinda missing the peeps now. Sigh.

Plus side, I get to eat chocolate and other sinful junkies. :)

Update soon. HEH.

2009-12-01T17:30:00.002+08:00

Guess who's back with scars and bruises and whatnot? :)
I'll update me peeps soon.
HEH. After I celebrate my sister's birthdayy. So i might be a lil late for tonight's date hongg lingg. ;D
AHAHAH.
Sighh.

2009-11-16T21:57:00.003+08:00

Being very green lately.
AHAHAH.
I like the the things I do when I get bored.
;)
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Can't wait for tmr! Woot!

2009-11-09T22:54:00.001+08:00

2009-11-06T23:04:00.005+08:00

Now, for the most important post of the night.
{sorry bday girls below, my boys rank higher than you :P}
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Do you know what day it is today? :3
It's Super Junior's 4th Anniversary.when they first debuted. :))
It's been 4 years since they debuted and stole the hearts of millions and millions and i mean, heavy hardcore millionsssss of girls' hearts nationwide. See how I highlighted it in red to emphasize on the millions? :D
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I just recently met these 13 angels and they completely changed my life.
I first saw the Sorry Sorry MV from Kit Lu in tuition.
And I was like wth.
But later on when I saw their reality series and talkshows, I fell in love with their personality and got hooked almost too fast.
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I'm now so obsessed, AHA.
Hmm.
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My thirteen lovely boys, it's been 4 years. Time passes by so fast, no? So many things have happened. Both good and bad.
You've gone through accidents and had to suffer through rumours.
You're pushed yourself to the maximum to provide us E.L.Fs with love.
You hardly get any sleep and you all have bad eating habits.
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Hmm, it's been 4 years of this.
In this lifetime you will never know me or any other ELFs.
But we're still be standing beside you, supporting you all the way.
No matter what.
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See? I dont care if Kangin has been in all these scandals.
Humans make mistakes and I'm sure all the ELFs are willing to forgive him.
Asshole anti-SJ fans. So LIFELESS. %^&*#
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Anyways, chukaee Super Junior. :)
You've made it this far.
You've achieved your goals and dreams.
You dont have to worry about getting married cause you have MILLIONS to choose from. ;)
AHA.
Hmm.
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We'll always be watching you, supporting you.
I'll always be watching you, supporting you.
Heck, I've got you flight numbers for the whole China Tour now! AHAH.
You guys fill my heart will loveee.
*hearts hearts*
*kiss kiss*
*raba rabaa*
AHAHA.
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I'm glad I gave pieces of my heart to 13 dorks. :]

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Okaay, imma stop talking to myself now.
._.
Just felt like I had to celebrate this special day with someone.
Because super junior really has worked god-damn hard to get this far.
Sigh, when will they come down to Malaysia?
Time to start stalking again? AHA.

I'm sorry my post isn't
as heartfelt as the other fans.
._.
But I assure you, I love you guys as much as they do.
Or maybe more?
Hmm :)
I'm happy.

my sapphire blue heart beats only for you.

2009-11-06T22:49:00.002+08:00

My buddy of the year, Hashbullah.
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Omg la BULLAH.
After an hour of searching, i realised we dont have a nice picture of us. Grr.
So i can't upload nutss. :(
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Anyways, my birthday shoutout to Hashveena Ravindra Kumar. :D
This girl and I were killing each other in the beginning of the year.
I was damn irritable in the beginning cause I couldnt keep up with the bloody form 4 crap and i think i turned pretty mean.
Reflecting back, I dont think i mind you saying that you hated sitting next to me.
I think you had every right to. :x
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We were yelling at each other and I think my irritation made you like me. AHAHA.
And then we sorta compromised with each other and we're like heheheh noww.
Now Hashveena misses me whenever i join my chinese friends HongLing and Samantha Tohh. HAHAHA.
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Hashveena has picked up a few traits of mine after sitting next to me for 11 months. :P
Like my eff you face, my habit of accidentally taking someone's stationery and some other that I cant think of right now.
HEH.
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So hashveena, I hope you have a blast this year. ;)
Sixteen is like the prime number of our lives, babehh. {okay, i know 16 is not a real prime number, but you get the gist}
I'll be joining the old club soon. HEH.
Dont worry too much about exams and whatnot. We'll pull through it. :)
Cheers to us next year! Hopefully we dont tear each other throats' out from the SPM stress. :x
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Gonna see you tmr and give you a huge hugg with my spongee. ;) LOLLL.
xoxo
Cause you'll always be my baby....~~

2009-11-06T22:31:00.004+08:00

Second, Nikitaaa.
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Okay la. I didn't want to upload any other pictures because they're horrible
Well, you look great as always la but I ruin the pictures. :x
AHAHA
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Okok, hmm, nigida nair.
We've sat together for uhm, 3 years?
We've laughed, we've irritated, we've punched, slapped, and pinched each other.
We've been through a lot of drama rama. :)
But this year, ah this year we're not as close as before.
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Maybe the new seating arrangement?
Or maybe the new person to spend her time with? *wink wink wink wink wink wink* ;D
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But yeah, happy birthday nigida! :D
Stay pretty and smart. And try to wake up earlier laa. Next year form 5 de, must be punctual. ;)
Happy a happy year aheadd.
Sorry I didn't make it today. Did you have paisum? Hmm, i'm sure it was good. AHAHAH.
Okok, imma gonna stop ranting noww.
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Love ya Niks!
Muaks muaks whack whack.
*hugss*

2009-11-06T21:16:00.004+08:00

Hello, hello.
First special shoutout to Tan Hong Ling. :]
This somewhat reminds me of a friendster testimonial {geez, that was like centuries ago}, so bear with my standard 6-ishness.
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At first I kinda disliked HL. Not to say hate la - that's too strong a word, see.
AHAHA, notice how everyone used to not like HL? {high five kit lu! :D}
But somehow, being the weird kid back in form2 that i was, i used to stalk Hong Ling's xanga site and her blogg. AAHHAA.
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I was so annoyed cause at one point she kept changing her link.
What were they?
Mynonsensehere and ofrainbowsduskanddawn? Wtv.
I was the weird kid that stalked people that I don't like. LOL.
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Then we sorta started talking when we were assigned in the same AJK for st john camp. She was my secretary and I guess it was kinda akward cause we didn't really know each other?
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Last year, I actually wished her on her cbox in her blog.
I bet she doesn't remember this though.
But now i'm doing a blog post! See how unexpected this is? oO
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Then we sorta got to know one another better through sports marching and com squad.

goshh, look how dark we were HOFAHL. OO
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Yeaph, yeaph. :)
Hong Ling has helped me so much this yearr.
Like seriously. I could write a list.
Remember the 1 month crap? Omgg. That was shizz.
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But all i've ever did was by embarrass her. :x
I tend to do that to people around me sometimes. AHAHA.
Like in the canteen when we were grabbing for that sour candy?
Hmm, good times good times.
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We both even have an official hate each other day. :)
See how much we love each other?
AHAHAH, nuuuuu~
So yeah.
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Happy birthday, Hong Ling aka Chin Po aka HOFAHL aka chinese-eyed girl. :D
Thanks for always listening to my rants about super junior and other nonsensical crap.
Thanks for always putting up with my embarrassing stunts. HEE.
Hope you had a great one this year, and know that I'll always be a phone call away when you need mee.
*hugss*

2009-11-06T01:22:00.002+08:00

I owe 16 people shoutouts here. ;)
Tomorrow after I clean my room, bathe my dog, wash the 3 cars, sort out the laundry, and my other accumulated chores?
Heh.
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Hopefully my mood will still be happy, happy, happy after tmr. Hm.

2009-10-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

It's a tough year for Korean boybands.
Hmm.

2009-09-30T22:10:00.001+08:00

nuff said.
i really should hit the books.

2009-09-13T02:45:00.002+08:00

Hong Ling bugged me to update. AHAHA.
So ta daa.
Lol.
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I really have to stop procrastinating.
:x
Finals are coming.
And i quote, to be ahead of people you have to begin first.
And i need to beat Shaun and Hong Ling this termm.
><><
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Hahah, Hong Ling's gonna monitor me tmr. :D
Hong Lingg, if you're reading this, i think you should check up on me noww.
Heheheh.
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Jia youu~ ><><

hancock tonight, anyone?
xoxo

2009-09-06T15:01:00.002+08:00

I decided to unlock this.
Maybe i'll pop another update now and again. :)
But I know one thing's for sure.
I'm sick of spammers.
So to that one person who still hasn't gotten himself a life, I hope you'll find a new hobby soon.
Taa?
:)

i missed this piece of crap.
sentimental moment.
nuuuuuuuuu~

2009-05-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

Who do you go to when you need to find a way out?

Who do you go to when you need to let a load off?

I don't have usually anyone.

But tonight, I had El.

Thanks for being there for me. :)

help?

2009-05-29T00:23:00.002+08:00

Heyy~

Guess who's back on the laptop?

Well, technically not my laptop.

But you get the picture.

Why am i not using my own laptop?

Easy answer.

My laptop's space is currenty at it's maximum capacity.

So yeah, no pictures, no manga downloads, no maple, no more msn history saving-space.

Bahh.

Ho humm.

So exams are over.

Boyy, this has been one heckuva exam period.

Never in my life, did i sit for a whole 2 solid hours plus plus and write like my dear dear life depended on it.

My hand starts cramping halfway and my legs are tightly crossed because the toilets were jam-packed during recess.

It's like rush hour in there.

HAH.

Well, we only live once.

Proper update tmr.

Or maybe after i've cleanedd the cockroach nest in my room.

jiaang xiaaaaoo. AHA.

-of jakunning with an exercise ball. LOL.-

sometimes i wonder where my passion's gone.

hmm.

2009-05-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

Yeah, folks.
I finished 3 boxes all by myself in 4 days. :((.

Hong ling's making me feel badd. She's saying i'll grow fatt.

But because of my finishing boxes in less that a week, my mum bought a whole supply.
It's cheese! Cheese has high calories. :((.

How am i gonna not eat all those boxes during the hols?

Ugh, help?

2009-05-24T20:46:00.004+08:00

I just found out one of my relatives just passed away.
Frankly, i'm not sure how i'm supposed to feel.

My last funeral was with my uncle. And that was when i was std 3. But that's another story.

The next announced death was one of my ex teacher. That came as a shock. Hmm.

Don't you just hate it when you recieve all these signs telling you something has happened but you take the signs for granted and ignore them?
I esp hate it when my slow thinking rate kicks in and i don't piece the clues together until the very last minute.

Sigh.

2009-05-23T23:55:00.004+08:00

I am on the verge of cursing.
Really, i am.
I want to hit something and make sure it bleeds. Wait, scratch that.

I want to hit the BLOODY FREAKIN *toooooot* JACKASS director of the omg-ugh-wth-just-happened-why-does-god-hate-the-good-guys-and-the-really-cute-ones movie and make him change the ending.

And do you know what the title of this omg-ugh-wth-just-happened-why-does-god-hate-the-really-good-guys-and-the-really-cute-ones movie is??

It's called "The totally effed up mist that made a guy kill his own son only to find that the totally effed up mist is cleared moments after he pointed the gun at his son's head."
In short, "The Mist".

Ughh. Makes me so so so so madd.
Okay. I'm now going to channel all my anger energy into trying to attempt to understand meiosis.
If i don't get it, i'm gonna be even more enraged and i might just start breaking things.

That just shows how angry i am.

P.s// my current situation does not allow me to edit my fonts. So please imagine this post bolded in red. Thank you.

2009-05-18T19:31:00.004+08:00

It's official.
My this term results are NOT gonna be satisfying. Colourful, yes. But i doubt it'll be smothered in my happy colour.

Ughh. Blanking out moments before the exams is not pretty.

But in my defense, i had only one week to study. Due to personal reasons. Hmm.

What i don't like about jati is the fact that they keep the bloody tips from you. And it's not just jati overall. It's the fact that my own friends hide it and lie about it to my face.
Not naming who, but you know what happened in the physics lab stays in the lab.

But there are a few who totally brighten up my day. :). The NICE people who share but then trash me one side and swear me to secrecy. Lololol.

Only 7 more days to go. Jia youu~
Don't worry, i'll trash you guys next term. ;)
You'll soon discover the deep hardcore nerd that i really am. Hahah.

Off to read the letter that just came in for me. :D.
It's so exciting. Ahah.
Toodless.

2009-05-15T18:18:00.002+08:00

Okay. So it is.
There i was, facebooking to hl tan. You know wall-to-wall? Yeah. I was walling with her, ranting about a certain someone today.

Note: i was walling through my mobile. So god-knows why facebook mobile is seriously lacking a proper layout.

Later on in the day, i decide to hop on my facebook account on the computer.

Note: ANOTHER certain someone goes on facebook regularly.

To my sheer, utter horrifying surprise, wall-to-wall is posted to the public. =x.

So technically, i just kinda announced one of my biggest "secrets" to my whole facebook world. Eeps la.

I seriously hope certain someone didn't see it. =xx. Or i'll have to move. Pfft.

Note to self: do not post sensitive issues on the wall ever again.

Lesson learnt.
Currently traumatised by walls.

On also, another gloomy note, i sat for my add maths paper 2 today.
I shriek at the sound of add maths. Kinda happy it's over though.
Now to survive through sej. Ughh.

Grr. Why don't they ever sell books like "A guide to miraculously knowing the answers in a flutter of any eyelash - for dummies."
Blahh.

Is there anyone out there who can make me feel better? :(

2009-05-14T15:33:00.004+08:00

Do you know what makes waking up in the morn to go to school worthwhile?

Seeing you,the first thing in the morning.

Ahahaha. NO.
Jang xiang? =x

2009-05-04T18:58:00.007+08:00

Com squad is officially over.

It's gonna be strange waking up on weekends knowing that you have the whole day to yourself and having not to jog rounds in the assembly ground first thing in the morning.

AHAH.

Well, hell yeah I'm gonna miss them.

Thanks to all the Sirs, Madams, Staff Sergeants and Koperals who spent their time training and drilling us like siao, we managed to make it this far. :)

And not to forget with the help of our seniors who intoduced us to the com in the first place. :)))

Although we didn't win, it was one heckuva experience.

The whole thing was just amazing.

And i mean it.

To all juniors who sometimes, maybe, ocassionally drop by my blog,

YOU MUST JOIN COM SQUAD NEXT YEAR.

The experience is just wow.

And you learn loadsa fun first aid facts.

And and you get to know the scary mary sirs and madams who yell at you during duties better. :)

Even though the timing was abit off for both area and state competitions this year, the sacrifice was really worth it.

Seriously, just join it.

Go further than what we or any of our seniors have achieved.

Set a whole new record for KSTU and beat KSTS.

Because KSTS have been pawning mostly everything. Pfft.

What am i doing here?

Time to hit the books.

Ugh, need to make up for time lost over the weekends.

Shoot.

hoping that i dont fail this term,

coxx.

2009-05-03T04:21:00.002+08:00

HI!!! its 4 in the morning and cynthia is currently getting her HEAD PINNED up.. mmhmm mmhmm.. we'll be leaving soon !!! WHOO WHOO !! feeeellllll the atmosphere ! breathe breathe :) aivee looks funny in hairnet

OUT ~

2009-05-01T15:25:00.003+08:00

Having lunch with the crew now. :)
They like bullying the banana of the bunch. Pfft.

Proper update later? O:D

2009-04-26T21:21:00.002+08:00

Click to enlarge. Trust me, you won't regret it. Try spotting out people you know. ;)
Haveee funnn. Ahah.

Note :today just had akward written all over it. Eeks!

2009-04-25T22:06:00.004+08:00

Greetings from the exhausted blogger that fell sick y'day while the rest of her friends enjoyed themselves at Taman Seraya's dinner.

HAH.

Anywayss, here's an update on what I've been up to on Saturdayy.

Before I fell sick, that is.

Yeaph, the day where all recruits show what they've learnt since joining StJohns.

HAH.

I spammed my camera with the same pictures over and over again.

Hence the laziness in uploading them. :P

So yeah, the usual stations.

Which are, theory, bandaging, transportation and the heart-beating CPR.

2nd generation. siiighh. i feel old.

Seeing the recruits freak out and chicken for CPR reminds me of the good ol' days. :)

I remember my first CPR.

It was with Sir Chan. I thought i failed because he had to prompt me to do all the procedures.

Eeks.

When he came back during form2, I didnt want to sit in front of him again. Ahah.

I was scaredd. ><

Anyways, the exam was a success! If i may say so myself. :DD

But halfway through, Mdm Mei decides to drag the squad to sit for their adult. =/

UN-announced. Eeps! ><

So yeah.

That was my dayy.

hii charliee. long time no see. :)

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Ahah. On a more un-st johnish related noted, here's something.

Fat manojj. :D

Ahahah.

Aaron Limm.

And last but not least,

Mithrann. Nyahaha.

I like flipping through old pictures.

It's like an instant flashback. Heh.

That's about it. :)

P.S//

I kissed someone today.

Hee. :D

Imma happy girl.

Find out who by clicking this link.

Remember, curiousity kills.

TEE HEE.

2009-04-24T23:01:00.002+08:00

Of just hanging out with great company, forgetting the hectic-ness of F4. And i mean literally just hanging out.

Heya. :)

Guess who's responsible for the lack of updates on my blog? *glares at HL tan*

Pfft.

Anyways, nothing much has been going on.

Well, nothing much I can reveal to the public laa. ;)

Tee hee.

Other than the nice, big pile of Addmaths, ModMaths and Physics homework waiting for me, everything's been pretty boring.

Had the annual photosession.

Was uhh, a new experience.

I hope i'll never have to curse in public every again. =x

OHOH!

And belated congratulations to the new probation C.O.H of 2009/2010.

Was does C.O.H stand for anyway? oO

As a fellow StJohner, to show my support to my scout friends, I had to hunt and dig this picture.

Hahah, a tribute to Scruffy. :D.

Nice going Ewww. Genius work, really.

Now, I'll try cramming Pepper into my uni. =x

On a more trivial note, how do you survive with a canvas sheet, a rafia string, three matches, one candle, one can of chicken, one can of maggie mee and a bag of rice for 2 nights?

KenVern says it's do-able. =x

I think I'm gonna starve doing the Dec hols. Aiks.

Help, anyone?

while digging for the scruffy the scout picture,

found some ol' primary ones.

will post em up in the next update.

stay tuned. ;)

2009-04-21T23:08:00.001+08:00

Spent most of my day in HL's house. Blah.

So sick of seeing her face de. :P

Need sleep. Arghh.

Serious. Major. Eyebags.

Bite me.

2009-04-19T15:11:00.004+08:00

Today was fun. :)

Marched with the Kepong guys and molested poor chia seng.

Pfft. But he spat on my face.

>=(

Blargh.

It's unexpected isn't it?

ooh, ooh, yeaaah, yeaaah.

me not horny. :D

2009-04-18T21:41:00.008+08:00

Had our MAC.

No big whoop.

Random parents stopped Niki and I to ask us why to turn the fans their direction because they were melting in their seats.

But heck, so were we. And we weren't even allowed to roll up sleeves. Blah.

It was tiring.

AHA. Was running around taking pictures, talking with people.

Ohoh! And we bumped into ol' Christopher Ong, my stepbro. LOL!

I like bumping into old school mates now. :D

Why?

Cause they get to see how much I've changed.

Ahah.

Once, I was waiting in line for a movie with the guys when i saw Qusyairi.

I waved and he gave me the "why-the-hell-is-this-stranger-waving-at-me?" look.

I didnt get it at first and kept waving like a jakun.

Then when he just kept giving me the look, it hit me - he couldnt freakin recongnize me eventhough we saw each other last year.

Zz.

So yeah.

Anyways, teman-ed Chris around the school.

He kept saying that he school was soo much better. Pfft.

He got into a minor accident.

And yeah, he didn't shave his eyebrow off. Pfft.

Later on after MAC, he soo nicely MMS-ed me his stiches.

It looks painful. Ugh.

That sums up my day.

Oh whoop! My daddy's home from Korea.

Looks like he's brought home some yummy new clothes. :D

Gawd, he has such great taste.

Me is happy.

but worried about the amount spent. =/

Gotta jet.

Hugs ;)

P.S // Anyone else thinks Chris looks like Kevjumba? =x

Her Morning Elegance / Oren Lavie

2009-04-17T22:29:00.001+08:00

Spend 4 mins admiring the work and effort they put through. I did. Even with my jam-packed scheldule.

2009-04-17T22:03:00.002+08:00

Who do you go to when you just need to let everything out?

I had someone last year.

But this year, my third ear is gone.

Where did you go?

2009-04-16T23:14:00.004+08:00

Pfft, i wish.

Hey,

just a short update to show the world I'm not dead yet.

Or to inform my stalkers about my recent activities. ;)

Nothing much's been happening.

MAC is coming up. So we've been raptai-ing over and over and over again.

I dont really see how we're needed.

All we do is sit, clap and make the teachers feel good.

Oh, I so totally see the whole point of that. *rolls eyes*

Been smackin asses. Which is not normal. =x

I need to get myself a boyfriend.

AHA!

Hong Ling will be so glad then. She hates me for the daily harassment.

Tee hee. x)

Saw a guy do something while I body checked him. HAH.

Did a Chemisty experiment.

Laughed my head off a coupla times.

Annoyed every single person that used to think i was cool. 8D

Freaked all my new friends out with my sudden random bursts of laughter.

Added more black to the rings under my eyes - so much that it looks like my eye was punched.

Web-surfed.

Caught up on weeks of homework.

Ate indian food. Pai summ?

Loitered around the park with company.

Tried avoiding all windows and doors in my house. Well, ones that face a particular direction anyway.

Ho-humm.

So yeah.

That just sums up my whole week.

That's my life. Pfft.

Crossing fingers for a more exciting in a good, happy way tomorrow.

Cross with me? :)

i'm damn fudging

sh*t scared.

2009-04-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

Guess who's the coolest of the bunch? ;)

I seriously have no more weekends.

I'm beat.

I hope i'll make it through the year.

Poof.

2009-04-08T23:23:00.002+08:00

Nyaha! Nope, not dead.

Com just got infected by some sort of virus. =/

I srsly dk how to get rid of it.

PFFT.

My avast! isnt working.

Or maybe it is, and i'm just too noobish to tell.

Hah, that's typical.

OHOH!

Ohamgeesh.

Hearing the orchestra people play gives me goosebuumps.

And it's in a good way. :D

Great job, guys.

But then again, being around them makes me feel so UN-musically talented.

I can play the flute (?). AHA.

Back in Primary 6, la.

Heh, tee hee.

Will give a proper update as soon as something exciting goes on in my life.

Which I hope will be pretty soon.

2009-04-05T16:05:00.003+08:00

## EDIT//

Is it me or are the weekends getting shorter?

-
UPDATE : Saw a dead, rolled over bird today.

Pepper kinda knocked her head on the concrete, tar road hard as a reaction to my shock.

Kinda made me stop walking the dog and think,

"Life is so damn bloody short. So get over today's heartbreak and get ready to parade the ones that are coming the next."

Before I could get any more inspirational thoughts on how I should not give a damn about anything else but the present, Pepper started tugging at me.

And then I caught sight of the dead bird's guts sprawled all over the ground.

I blinked.

Then I puked.

TEE HEE.

2009-04-03T20:22:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow's International Pillow Fight day. :)

Wish I could be at Curve, whacking random strangers with my pillow.

HAH.

I'm not even sure where to begin.

It's been 4 months since I've been in 4 Jati.

I should say I'm happy there.

In the beginning of the year, I felt uncomfortable there.

I was thrown in with a bunch of people I dont ever say 'hello' to.

The akward silence in the class was filled with Manoj's crap.

But knowing I shouldn't make my own life miserable by wallowing myself in self-pity, reminscing the good ol' days like I did back in Form1 {pfft}, I started to mingle.

Now I'm talking to people I thought that were bitchy before *coughtanhonglingcough*. xD

But at the same time, I'm drifting from my Cem friends.

I try to make conversation, I really do.

But what's the point if I'm the only one putting effort right?

So i give up.

which i probably shouldnt but it's just making me so pissed that you coincidently decide to give me your "oh-look-i'm-sad" effed up face or your "look-at-this-good-for-nothing-who-thinks-she's-so-popular-now-so-let's-snub-her" shnitzface everytime i say hi.

Then today in the canteen, I realised how much i missed Sunshine and all.

I even confessed to her. ><.

She was shocked. AHAH.

Like Cheng Wen so smartly exclaimed today - somethings are better left unchanged.

But contradicting this, i'm glad there was change.

It shows who truly will stick by my side eventhough I'm a block away. :)

SHOUT OUT : I love you guys. xoxo

So yeah.

This has been a very ranting post. =x

I'd better stop before I make anymore of a fool of myself that I already did.

hey you. i want to just come up to you and apologise for this whole year and it's only April, mind you. but in return, i need your forgiveness and i need your apology too. i need you to apologise for hurting me with those harsh words of yours. or it wouldnt be right. so feel free to let me know when you're ready to swallow your pride. i'll do the same.

I'll be waiting.

2009-03-28T23:27:00.005+08:00

I guess you could say that the goddess of love and romance was in my angle today. ;).
Tee hee.

2009-03-27T22:48:00.002+08:00

I have big but sadly rotten potatoes. ;)

TEE HEE.

Today, we had some HIV awareness multimedia presentation.

Seeing the current F5's leaving a mark behind makes me want to follow them when it's my turn.

It's quite inspiring, really. :]

But the talk just made my descision to remain a virgin for the rest of my life and not get pregnant stronger. oO

Ugh, somehow the thought of doing 'it' is so painful. ><

Scares the heck outta me.

Blarh. Eek. Ugh. Grr.

On a more non-nauseating note, Earth Hour! :D

Esokk. Pukul 8.30.

One earth. One hour. One person. One finger.

That's all it takes.

Will you do your part in making the weather much much much more cooler?

Sorry, larh. Puteri lilin here. x)

So yeah.

Loadsa rainbow coloured hugs and bottled jars of laughter from,

Coxx :)

keep smiling! =)

2009-03-26T18:31:00.005+08:00

I'm so awesome, I stalk! :D
HEEEEEEEH.

Kay, this is not Coxx typing. XD I shall remain as anonymous, cool?

What has your mama taught you? About not giving out passwords to strangers or even ppl you know?! tsktsktsk.

Coxx has an awesome camera!

smile! =)

2009-03-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

I miss loitering around.

Bumping into Cheng Wen in the park has become a habit.

lol.

2009-03-21T23:44:00.001+08:00

How ironic. HEE.

I'm really starting to miss camp.

2009-03-20T00:12:00.001+08:00

I got busted.

Eeps!

2009-03-16T23:27:00.002+08:00

one's latest trend in 4 Jati.

i hear you absorb better. :P

Heyo. :)

I've been a good girl.

I've been doing my homework.

TEE HEE.

But i've also been playing Sims on my psp.

It's so akward seeing my Sim character making out with a girl.

Esp since my character is named Coxx.

AHA.

Off to NOT stalk people.

Grr. Stupid hormone level.

2009-03-15T19:29:00.003+08:00

Stayed up till 6 in the morn to watch gossip girl.

That's a first for me.

Other than that, that's my hols.

Hoping to make marshmellow ice cream with the guys tmr. :D

But till then, tuu raaah~

My hormones are at the highest now.

Must confine myself from cute guys.

Shoot, i live near one.

TEE HEE.

2009-03-14T21:22:00.003+08:00

After 3 weeks, I was shocked to suddenly find this picture :-

This was taken when I was unsuspectingly asleep in 4 Keruing @ camp.

Zomg la. The things they do when I sleep.

And Manoj wasn't even supposed to be there. oO

NOTE TO SELF : Do not sleep in the presence of Manoj, Aaron and Sunshine.

On a more solemn note, today I found out that Cheryl got into an accident. :/

My sources told me she was ran over by a van and blood started gushing out of her when bystanders moved her.

To quote : "The whole scene was nothing, and i mean nothing like what we learn in St Johns."

Hm.

We all pray for her.

To end this post with a more happier beat to it, here's a picture with the retard of 4 Jati. xD

2009-03-14T16:38:00.003+08:00

What do you do when you feel so much more stupid than your friends?

Having them not talk about it to me just makes me feel a lot worse.

So thanks but no thanks, guys.

Just stop it.

2009-03-09T09:27:00.003+08:00

Look what my horoscope said this morning.

Darn right i'm not really into additional maths. Grr.

2009-03-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

Today was one of the best days of the week. :)
So many things happened today. AHA.

Despite how excruciatingly painful the staircase accident was, it was laughable. Because everything just happened so fast. The expressions on zhu shen and cheng wen's face made it even more hilarious than it was supposed to be. :D
AHA.

And today, I witnessed something oh-so-sweet which I will be gabbing to my circle of friends. TEE HEE. :D
Exams, exams. =x

iStalk? xD

2009-03-01T20:32:00.006+08:00

Com squad is an exhilarating experience. :)
Totally new and vibrant. But it just makes me hate myself for being a pure banana. Grr.

Exams are coming and i'm not sure why i'm blogging through my phone at a comfortable distance from my books.
My conscience is eating me up right now.

SigHing off,
An uber stressed out coxx.

Kawat camp anyone? Oo.

2009-02-27T15:30:00.003+08:00

To summarize my camp in one word, i'd say it was unexpected.
Pictures are up if you haven't already seen some on retard's blog. :D

I thank all the scouts that came to help us. :D.

Seriously. It was damn touching when i got out [you guys nearly made me cry. :)] and saw the whole tribe pulling and tugging at the rope.

Excluding Ken Vern who was slacking.

-___-

Tried it and it worked perfectly fine. :)

Muchos gracias.

I love Derek's walkie talkies.
I use it so much that my fellow camp committee are very much reluctant to respond to my never-ending yakking gibberish.
Zzz.
They find my voice annoying. oO

And one of my favourite picture, the raincoat one. AHA.
We like screaming in the rain. :)
-
I could post up more pictures but I'm lazy.
And Hong Ling Tan takes horrifyingly revolting candid shots of me. :(
Blargh.
-
On another note, i just trimmed my hair. Yeaph, i did.
And do you know what the guy did to my hair this time?
He made me look like a boy.
-
I'll be trying to emphasize on my feminine-ness until my hair grows back.
Laugh all you want Zhu Shen. Zzz. =.=
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Till then, xoxo.
TEE HEE.

2009-02-23T18:53:00.002+08:00

How many people has ever come out to you and told you a simple random comment or shout or action changed their lives for a moment?
For me, not many.

&that's why it's these little things that keep me going. :)

Camp was awesome.
I had members coming up to me, hugging me, thanking me for the wonderful camp experience we, the camp committee that worked our asses off gave.
And that, will be the reason why I'm smiling for weeks to come. :)

A proper update on the way.
As soon as Hong Ling Tan gives me pics.

2009-02-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

oO. Yeah, well. We lost.
Members took it hard.
So gratz pbsm and scouts. :D

But one upside of St John is that we syok sendiri. :P
We went back to school cheering like champions and then later on, partied like one.
AHA. I love them la. Awesome bunch of people, really.

I'm so dark now that my mum's banning me from going out of the house.
But that's because I've been under the scorching sun for hours trying to shift casualities and revive them. The heat was really unbearable.

You have no idea, no idea how many sweaty armpits these pair of tanned hands have been under. oO

Having ppl come up to you and say, "Good job. Good effort. Try again next year," is weird.
I mean, I wasn't crying. Zzz.

So yeah, that pretty much sums up my day. :)

Friends are really hypocritcal.

They talk about you behind your back thinking they're safe because they assume that you'd never find out.

But guess what, assholes?

I'm completely aware.

2009-02-17T20:23:00.002+08:00

Lately, I've been hanging around ppl out of my circle.
And guess what?
Knowing them now makes me regret not knowing them earlier. :)

So now, I'm going to make it a point to interact more with ppl that intimidate me.
I'm not gonna mention names. :)
First, I've gonna learn how to strike a convo with them. Gotta call Leon. oO.

On another note, tomorrow's the day where all our efforts are laid out for the whole school to see.
Hopefully I'll be coming back with a big grin plastered on my face accompanied by the feeling of sheer satisfaction.
Go St. Johns! :D

quit luring me in

&get out of my head.

RAWR.